Most people who don’t have anxiety or depression don’t get it. They don’t understand what you mean when you say you cry for no reason. They think you’re just emotional. They don’t know how it feels to have your heart pumping out of your chest and to be short of breath and can’t control it, or to feel like the whole world is tumbling down on top of you and you can’t fix it. They don’t get that Anxiety & Depression are both illnesses, not a birth defect. It’s not your personality either, it’s just taken over it. They think we like the attention, but they have no idea how badly we want to feel happy. To have a real smile, not a fake one. To not have to go through the day feeling worthless. To not cry for a week straight. To just be happy, like the average human should.

(Source: shareinspirelisten)



bean: random rant..

gwenbean:

is it to much to ask, to actually be able to come across someone who wants to share happiness with me? i mean, i understand that you can’t be happy with someone until your happy with yourself; but how nifty would it be if someone came into my life and “fixed” me. that’d be something different….



l0vesaf:

gwenbean:

merry christmas

l0vesaf:

gwenbean:

merry christmas



dymetaylor:

so back the fuck up

dymetaylor:

so back the fuck up



http://gwenbean.tumblr.com/post/55705429838

gwenbean:

there comes a time in almost everyones life where they hit rockbottom. where everything goes to shit, and it seems as if there’s no brighter days in sight. like time freezes, and all you can think about is the shit you have to call life… then you contemplate whether or not to end it. and even…



(Source: fuckyeahsweetgirls)



ramble

gwenbean:

sadly, i have this sick obsession of wanting attention… not attention, as in ‘hey everybody look at me’ i mean attention, as in ‘share your heart with me, like i do with you’ … the attention that makes you feel better about yourself, bcus you know that no matter how fucked up you feel mentally or…



jakalovesyou41:

danitzastaysdreaming:

This

This.

jakalovesyou41:

danitzastaysdreaming:

This

This.





fleethescene:

xxyyxx concert
July 12, 2013

fleethescene:

xxyyxx concert
July 12, 2013